Friday, November 14, 2008

I think that I have some kind of power that I can feel something so much that it happens. It’s a big coincident that something like that would happen. I was so shocked and overjoyed with happiness. The night before I was talking to Regan about girls and how much we thought about them and things of that sort. I also told him that I have never felt thing way about this wonderful person in my whole life. We talk about what we are going to do when we get out of the system. My plan was going to be finding her and ask her out and be with her for as long as we could. Being in this class made me feel wired because of last year and how much we talked plus I sat where she is and she sat where I am.I am in AYS group home for another six months and being around girls is or could be a big problem. I hate the past and look forward to the future and ways to bet there and I will never go back to the life that I once had.

Mark

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

I know how you feel (not about the same person) i felt the same way about a girl back home but now she doesn't even want contact because of my past. and i not saying don't give up but i am saying don't get your hopes up to high. because if they get shot down i dont really know how you will react but yeah. just trying to help.

james (1st)

Anonymous said...

I think that it sounds pretty good. I also think that you need to work on your spelling & on repeating things such as the entry "I sat where she is & she sat where I am." Just make sure that you check over your stuff & if needs be, double or triple check it.
-Michael

Anonymous said...

That would be a little weird if you had that power. But still pretty cool. Maybe you do... good luck with that.

Kelsee

Anonymous said...

i really like this blog allot especially the part that you say you are not going to look or go back to the past and stress on it you are only going to look forward to better and brighter days and looking and knowing that you are going to have a positive future and i feel the same way about myself i only look to the future and not the passed cause you cannot fix the passed you can only fix the future and make it how you want it by the choices that you make

brett

Anonymous said...

that would be weird if you had that power but still way cool maybe you might really have it good luck


Colton

Anonymous said...

Mark just keep moving forward and don't worry about the past. what i do about the past is I blow it over my back and forget about it. the past is the past and you don't need to worry about it.

Tayler

Anonymous said...

Mark dont think about the past. think about the future. the past can bring good thoughts and bad thoughts but the way your saying is that its bad. dont do anything to get into trouble again.

Tayler

Anonymous said...

That would be pretty cool if you were to have that power but at the same time it would be kind of weird. But yeah man don't give up and good luck with everything.

Oscar