I dream of the day when I can go back to being in your arms, we can reminisce of the good times we had. Remember when I was little, You, Me, and Lu; we used to go see the animals at that farm? I remember.
Remember Joey Simpson? My best friend when I was five, then me and Lu got taken from you, we were on a visit when you told me he died. Maybe what they say is true, the good do die young. I know you couldn’t forget Bryce B. D’s friend, He was another brother to Dallan. And even me and Lu, he was a son to you. I don’t think Bryce thought twice about getting on that bullet bike after hitting the pipe. They kept him alive for a little while after, but he couldn’t stay, there was no happily ever after. Grandpa Poulsen was a lot like my dad that’s all I remember of him, I still cried when I saw him lying in that casket. I never saw Dallan cry as hard as I did at Bryce’s funeral until that day of December 25, 2006. That day we were all crying over you, I hate to say it but you let that meth get the best of you. It was tiff that was next to you when it happened; I had been there earlier that day, telling you to relax, “its Christmas mom stop cleaning.” But you didn’t. It’s sad that the last memory of you that I have was you cleaning, tweaked out.
I do remember the good times when Lu and I were little, we used to sit in the truck and draw and color with pens. I used to comb your hair, we would “run away” and drive up the canyon just to get away. We would sit outside and eat chocolate chip cookies with chocolate milk and just talk, catch up on things. Mom all the time I am thinking of you, and the day when you went away, what a life to take, its kind of hard with you not around, I know you’re in heaven smiling down. Till the day we meet again in my heart is where I will keep you mom. Today it feels like I have lost another friend another person I truly loved, but she isn’t dead mom she just left me there crying on my bed, but not once did I think it would be better off if I was dead, because I got my brothers, my family Lu, and Dallan, I can’t go on without them, I can live without her, It will be hard for awhile, but its just another trial, but its missin you that’s making it hard to make do. I love and miss you all. I will keep my head up and stand tall for you all.
Nick
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I really think its a great paper. it has a lot of emotion in it. but you could give a little more detail on why he died or why your mom was cleaning.
Tayler
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