I Wish

I would probably have the talent of knowing my therapy and being able to spit it out when I need to, but to also know I’m talking about. Also, to be able to get in the cracks of people that are putting up walls and trying to not work for anything or anyone. I could also be able to feel like I have a chance at getting out of my program. I believe that you have to be near perfect to get out. I’m not anywhere around being perfect, but I do work for it. I would be a lot closer to the end and then I could be with the people I hold in my heart and can’t talk to when I need them the most. “I need to CHANGE,” is what I have started to say instead of “I need out.” I see myself getting out in at least four month from now or more and I keep letting myself get off track because of my feelings for the girl I can’t be with or anything with.

Mark