What do you do when you have so much pressure on you, and everyone expecting you to excel past everyone else? Why do I need to be perfect for them? Why can’t I be me just me and nothing else? Everything I do I’m always told I can do better. I try and end up failing more then I have when it was just me doing my thing. I let people down whenever I get close to stepping out of this hole that I have dug for myself. I slip, and fall down deeper. I don’t know what to do anymore, and there is so much pressure with these last couple of months for me to excel past everything, be better then I ever have at anything, show people that I’m not this bad person. It’s a good thing but there is so much pressure I’m afraid of cracking and letting every person that believes in me down once again. I keep saying to myself no matter the pressure, the anxiety, I can do it. I will excel past everyone’s expectations even my own because I know I can.
Zach
4 comments:
I think that you shouldnt live youre life living up to other peoples expectations. You need to decide what you want and then do it. Your never going to do exactly what other people want so dont try to.
Karissa
I think you did a good post and you should just be yourself. But you should try your hardest because you want to sussed in life and as you try harder it gets easier.
-Joshua
I think my program has been expecting perfection from me as well. You have the right attitude though. Try to do your best.
Nick B
Just be yourself and you'll be fine. keep doing your best because it will work out in the end. your a good person, keep up the good work.-Noble
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