How do you deal with death?
Yesterday one of my good friends, mentor, and big brother past away in his sleep. When all of us got the news that he has been found dead we already new something was wrong. We where hoping that we where in trouble and that everything was alright with him. I heard the news but didn’t really hear it tell like ten minutes later, I started to cry and recall all the things that have happened with us, all the help he has been to me would be a waste if I didn’t improve my life or work on the things I need to. His name is Adam Wilkinson, he has worked at the group home for two years, and the last thing he said to me was. “I don’t work here for the pay because it’s nothing compared to the pay you give me”.
I have seen about fifteen people deal with this and most of them have been similar in the way then act. I cried and talked about all the amazing times we had together, and then I went to sleep and I hope that’s all the crying I well do for now. Because I think crying is a waste of time, but not really I say that because I don’t like crying. Some people it really hasn’t had much affect on, from what I have seen. One of us is taking a vow of silence and I could hear Adam saying “If you think it will help, go a head”. Also some are dressed in black for appreciation of the “White Rasta Man”.
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3 comments:
Wow... I am sorry to hear that happened to you. There are a few spelling errors wrong, but other than that your good. Just keep your head up, things will get better.
~Dani
I know how you feel. I was in the same situation a while back, and more than once. just stay focused and you'll be okay.-Noble
I think that crying helps a lot and things become easier if you let out how you feel about them. I know that I sound like a stupid therapist but it really helps me. Like Dani said, I think you could woor on your spelling.
-Aubrianna (1)
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