Have you ever gone to bed worried that you will not wake up the next morning? I have felt worried for the past 14-15 years. It’s a scary feeling. When I was 1-2 years old I had two baby brothers die. The first one died in his sleep I happen to have found him. It was morning time, and I was so excited for the day to start it was around 8-9’o’clock a.m. I remember going in Joshua’s room I went to go and wake him up that is when I found him. All I really remember was his skin was very pale, I went to wake up my parents and tell them to check on Joshua. When they did check on him and my parents started to cry and yell. My dad called 911 and then in like an hour I saw an ambulance outside and the paramedics came in and took my brother out. For ten years I blamed myself never really understanding what happened. I always thought “if I was never sick around him he would still be living.” Now I realize I could not have done anything to stop his death from happening.
James
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4 comments:
woah man that is way sadd i remember finding me niece and she was purple she died of sids that night.. your writing is good
Breaunna
Oh my gosh james! I am sorry! That must have been so hard. Gosh your such a great person I'm sorry so much crap has happend to you. You will get whats coming for ya though don't you even worrie! Your an amazing person, don't EVER forget that!
-Kesha ;)
I am sorry about your brothers man, You are right tho, there wasn't anything you could do. I thought that this writing was good but it was short and quick i think you could have put so more detail and stuff into it.
Nick P (1)
i think that i have only gone to bed worried thati will not wake up in the moring and that was a long time ago.
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